Lest we suffer.. we forget

in life, we pass through painful moments; times when we tear a lot or become torn apart. times when we feel forceless and things around us just -suddenly- become black.
from time to time we feel it's the end of the world.. but the world betray us, it doesn't end or show any signs of upcoming cease and agony carries on. Just at this moment you remember to "FORGET". you appreciate the fact that your brain may not recall all the details it had previously stored in and you hope this bitter moment is put to the unwanted section of history. does that work ?
Not to me. i've been through tough moments where i had to decide when to pull the rope of my own gibbet. i faced terrifying moments , painful minutes, and very cruel seconds but i survived. And that what really mattered.
i always try to forget, but i continuously fail. maybe because everything around me reminds me of what has happened. the colors, the odor, the things i hold in hand and every single detail in my surroundings reminds me of it. i always have a moment in my day where i sit quiet for a minute and sigh.


whisper: special thanx to my friend Photographer: Ali Ali for the picture