am i a racist !?

WHY ON EARTH would anybody serve someone just for his blonde skin?? i hate FAWNING !
i'm not against human traits or anything! i'm just sick and tired from what i see every day !!! i'm against humility and lack of pride ! not every AMERICAN is a genius ! not every RUSSIAN is a nuclear scientist! not every FRENCH is born with etiquette !! come on !! where is your dignity!! your pride, your self-esteem ! YOU ARE BORN WITH MINDS THAT ARE WORTH 700 OF THEIRS!!
"mind my anger" but look at how things are these days :
(1) in a restaurant, there was an Egyptian man who's "OMG" so smart in biotechnology, he was explaining something about a proposal to a project for a BRITISH guy who just didn't even BOTHER to eye-contact him and was just humming and ohing: "mmm, oh, yes, interesting,mmm, i see" and chewed his chicken platter. the egyptian guy was mostly like in a begging position although HE HAD ALL THE INFORMATION in his head !!
(2) at a presentation, a syrian scientist was explaining a GIANT PROJECT he is a consultant in, and all the audience were arabs except for one German guy who was in the team. He -the syrian- explained every detail with confidence and proficiency and he used english so this fellow would understand. after that, he wrapped up the whole thing and introduced Mr.German to take the microphone and stepped down the stage. Mr.German stood on the auditorium, talked for like 5 minutes with fragmented non-clear sentences and stopped. THE HALL WAS ON EARTHQUAKE from people's claps and all jumped to meet him, guess you would know who's business cards were taken huh ?!
(3) a business meeting at a CAFE, there as an indian man wearing a formal suit with 1000 files under his arm and 2000 on the table awaiting some guy for what so ever. he was so nervous , holding a paper and revising it more and more that he attracted my attention. i -CURSED AS ALWAYS- sat on the next table and waited for my order to arrive. "GUESS" how respectful the expectant was...? HE CAME WITH SHORTS ON !! SHORTS !! as if he's meeting a seal on a swimming pool !!!
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR i wanted to kill that indian guy wallah .. a big "MALAT 3ALAIK" was right at the edge to blow from my chest.
would he wear these shorts for an interview back in his country ? NAAAAH, he's just an indian huh ?

BOTTOM LINE: if you like blondes.. LIKE THEM, LOVE THEM, MEET THEM, BE FRIENDs WITH THEM BUT REMEMBER....... YOU ARE EQUAL TO THEM NOT LOWER !

ZAMZAM experiment ! part 1

Hello dearest friends ! today i will write about my little investigation "a tiny experiment" on ZAMZAM water :)

Introduction: Bacteria are microorganisms that live everywhere. in drinking water, the count of bacteria must be ZERO or it will be considered as "dangerous" and IT will certainly cause diseases to those who drink it.

my experiment aim is: to check if ZAMZAM water inhibits the growth of microorganisms or supports it. in other words: can ZAMZAM water be contaminated and become risky?

what do i need ?

sterilized tubes - bacterial culture- bunsen burner - marker - lighter - zamzam water - tap water.

Procedure:
1- 2 sterile tubes are marked using perminant marker as shown.


2- pipet 10 ml from each sample to its tube.


3- take an inoculum from the bacterial culture "i took 2 colonies"


4- inoculate each tube with the same culture.


5- incubate at 44 degrees for 24 hours "i will wait the whole weekend !"




await the results :)

Lest we suffer.. we forget

in life, we pass through painful moments; times when we tear a lot or become torn apart. times when we feel forceless and things around us just -suddenly- become black.
from time to time we feel it's the end of the world.. but the world betray us, it doesn't end or show any signs of upcoming cease and agony carries on. Just at this moment you remember to "FORGET". you appreciate the fact that your brain may not recall all the details it had previously stored in and you hope this bitter moment is put to the unwanted section of history. does that work ?
Not to me. i've been through tough moments where i had to decide when to pull the rope of my own gibbet. i faced terrifying moments , painful minutes, and very cruel seconds but i survived. And that what really mattered.
i always try to forget, but i continuously fail. maybe because everything around me reminds me of what has happened. the colors, the odor, the things i hold in hand and every single detail in my surroundings reminds me of it. i always have a moment in my day where i sit quiet for a minute and sigh.


whisper: special thanx to my friend Photographer: Ali Ali for the picture

Water Crystals tell alot ..!

For ages, we've been watching lots of Christians hanging beautiful objects on their Christmas trees. These objects represent something not all of us understand. if you are not a Christian, a scientist or a good article-reader you may not recognize these symbols and would probably refer them to Christianity. But they're not; they're just a magnification of a snowflake ! when water freezes it forms crystals and these crystals vary in shape,organization, and angles orientation depending of the surrounding factors . Quoting from (water secrets revealed): "From Mr. Emoto's work we are provided with factual evidence, that human vibrational energy, thoughts, words, ideas and music, affect the molecular structure of water, the very same water that comprises over seventy percent of a mature human body and covers the same amount of our planet. Water is the very source of all life on this planet, the quality and integrity are vitally important to all forms of life. The body is very much like a sponge and is composed of trillions of chambers called cells that hold liquid. The quality of our life is directly connected to the quality of our water" end quote. after reading this article i was flabbergasted! i went to hundreds of other articles trying to double-check on this information: is true enough to be told? if YES then it's the reason why we recite the holy Quran on water to be healed !!!! i found videos on youtube and articles in many languages and all were supporting the fact that crystals are formed in a clear defined shape if they were exposed to positive circumstances and they will "not" whenever there is a negative influence, whether it was vocal or written. if this was a FACT and facts are supposed to be true , then knowing it will change our behavior in life. since our body is made up of 70% water and water changes with surroundings then this would push us towards CAREING and DEFINING the environment we stay in. like if we gather in a good loving atmosphere or where the holy quran is recited, then this loving power will be reflected in the water of our body and subsequently introduce joy to our lives.

CONCLUSION: sit with me ALOT :P

Links to check:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hVyTwSg30So
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=58kwmEsoIfQ&feature=related
http://www.life-enthusiast.com/twilight/research_emoto.htm

My 26th Birthday ..

In every part of the world people gather around a table hugging and singing for one person who's celebrating his or her birthday. the very cheerful and most wonderful moment is when he or she gets to blow out the candle and his wish -supposingly- will come true. well, that is not what my birthday is like.

i thank Allah for he made me live 26 years with health and beauty.
i thank Allah for he gave me a lovely family and the best loving parents.
i thank Allah for he granted me two little angels.
i thank Allah for he gave me caring and loving friends, even when we are far apart .. we still keep an eye on each other.

may Allah help me conserve the joy he'd given me through all these 26 years